Watch out, snowflakes meander and land on my face sometimes
White out, blinding, chemicals binding
I wish they'd all just disappear
They want to fly and shimmer in the light, making silky, white pillows on the ground
Numb and icy, I wonder if I'll ever sublimate and feel free
And watch the spring heat evaporate the mess as what was white turns dirty grey and gets churned up with road salt, gravel, and regrets
I wanna melt away sometime
I know I'd have a good time
Burning white calls me
Glisten with a tempting sheen
Tease of some things, knowing what my stupid heart wants, but confusingly
This hex on me--frozen lethargy
Still I wanna break these bonds and trickle down
Phases of me awaiting energy
Or am I safe here, locked up, never seen?
So out of focus, playing make believe
Chasing snowflakes, what will come of me?
My frozen, indecisive life
So frigid in an Arctic mire
Powder burning my eyes
Crystallizing my demise
I really don't know at all--am I changing?
If life's a risk, I'll pay the price
But I'll warm up on my own damn time
One day I'll finally realize...
I hope I have a good time
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